Two Poems by Alaka Halder |
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The Cinderellas A truth is not a truism; between us It could be the sweetest of lies Whose wine-laced tongue will Divorce or devour.
This one last night, the shoe Will tip safely skyward the lesser lie But also cut another's foot, sink that girl Towards that one, ineluctable madness
Rocks aside, we have walked too long And too far arm-in-arm to not offer A mute smile, if not the hands that have Come to belong to one anotherCinderella, it was you who
Scorned the ones who claimed "Two girls can never amount to more than foes" (I was ever quietly confused)
And when we told each other everything We shared nothing, and soon fell into the trap Of pawning the others' noughts For simpler pleasuresThis one last night, you have no more to say
But Cinderella, if my skin cracks and my hands melt Let me find a home in your Pale and lovely eyes
I know this too, that if I am the one left Spread-eagled upon the floor, in my repose The Truth will find me like a guiding flock of stars To lead my black heart to the coldest door
While you, my dear Will lie upon your silver throne So utterly, utterly alone. |
Mummies Do they see me when I Catch them through my Timid eyelids?
Their little fists, four ash roses, Clench and condemn the mockery Of a final sleep now broken
Their bruised ribs ache to split And spill a sob or a breath; But their lungs were hollowed out
Quietly beside the shining Nile Two thousand years ago, yet the sobs Of their cracked mouths still resound
Disembodied in the winds of Egypt While the two princes hang Dumb and battered in their glass jail
What was death to them? I was thrice their age And fathomed less
I felt my small heart sink And my mouth fill with the stench Of their parched flesh
Crushing my eyes, I prayed that Mum would hurry along; I was only eight
And the museum felt Like an awful grave, and death to me Was still something vague. |
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